seeking a second chance under a new name?
perhaps it is a foolish thing to do, as long as i am free of [it]. just.. leave me alone, please. this is what you wanted, isn't it? my misery?
*sigh*
this is what you wanted..
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no more wishing, no more wanting, no more hopes or dreams.
no more kissing or hugging or missing; je suis kanashii.
No more throwing my love around, no more feelings.
From now on, I'm gonna be a robot just like you,
and i won't care about anyone else. i'll be selfish, and avoidant. antisocial, and 'stupid'. a crab? bitter and inept with others.
when someone wants to hold my hand, I'll pull away and be so cold. just like you.
From now on, I'm gonna be a bitch. Not friendly, but cold-hearted and hateful. Just like you.
This is what you wanted. You can't take it back.
I'm through with you, that's how it's gonna be.
You don't want to be friends, then fine, we won't.
I'll be your worst fucking enemy.
This is what you wanted.